Well, some time since i updated.

Sometimes i feel that life just isnt that worth it. All the frustrations, chaos and so much things to do and worry about. Im beggining to dread my banshee of a mother, bastard of a father and brat of a brother. Note all the "B"s. Sigh. I want freedom, im practically locked in hell right now? Arrgh, i crave for swimming. I feel so relaxed when my body touches water.

And that does nt include drinking water and bathing.

And my studies and cca points, im really really really worrying about them. Sigh x2

Have i mentioned my looks? Its all my parents' fault, i wish i werent born with such fugly parents.

And i think i shall unlock my blog, but not without deleting some malicious things i wrote abt some assholes. They seriously think i have sth wrong with my perosnality and attitude. Sheesh. If they see this post, i'll become an "aboslute whiny gay". But still maybe i'll unlock it a few day slater, i can't keep secluding myself forever. Therefore, this shall be my penultimate post bfore i'm revealed to the blogosphere once again.
Sobs.