Oh well.
We beat the odds, which were stacked high up against us.
They feel happy, I feel nothing.
Do I know what ensues? The turmoil that will eventually one way or another, engulf me?
"Go and have fun." But how do I have fun when I can't even feel anymore?
I'm not telling anyone about this, don't want to, don't feel like it.
Will the breakdown today have a recurrence? I sincerely hope not.
Every day, I open my eyes only to find myself tumbling down inevitably into a edgeless, bottomless chasm, falling forever...